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(no subject) [Nov. 11th, 2004|05:01 pm]
Sixxty NinE
[One feels |dorkydorky]
[music/summery |lit - addicted]

November 7th Manchester

I wake up and realize I can speak, and worries of the show sucking are behind me now. Metal Hammer joined us for the day for a tour piece, so we spent the afternoon just talking, gossiping, and hanging out. Sound check was successful and my voice is much better, but still not 100%. Some fans I met outside the bus gave me some cool gifts, one being "The Return Of The Living Dead" soundtrack on vinyl, the euro version...oh yeah!!!! The last time I played Manchester it was nuts, tonight was no fucking different. I walked out to a sold out crowd chanting my name and we just ripped it the fuck up, the craziest crowd so far for sure. The lights in the place were insane, it was like wearing 3-D glasses for a whole show, I thought we were going to have a seizure from the lights. We went out right after and met the fans and then went and grabbed some pizza from down the street. We watched Aqua Teen Hunger Force and called it a day.


wooot i gave him that record...ah feel so loffly ee likey it! go me i give cool gifts!
he still used the rubber chicken i gave him last year in his show
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Buzz! [Nov. 1st, 2004|03:33 pm]
Sixxty NinE
[One feels |crazycrazy]
[music/summery |buzz]

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hairsprayandlollipoppz: lol
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Seza : OK WE'RE SCARING THE CAT
hairsprayandlollipoppz: huh
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(no subject) [Oct. 30th, 2004|05:04 pm]
Sixxty NinE
[One feels |contentcontent]
[music/summery |brides of distruction - shut the fuck up]

Day 1Collapse )
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trip backCollapse )
pEEKturenessCollapse )
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(no subject) [Oct. 25th, 2004|09:23 pm]
Sixxty NinE
[One feels |discontentdiscontent]
[music/summery |tigertailz - love bomb]

well today 99 % of my friends ignored me...meh..fuck them....i think im gong to delate my contacts list and if they want me they r gunna have to IM me... its so fucking lame i talk to markky a guy ive not even known for a week i think more than i talk to me friends ive had for years..what a fookin gay...bah w/e
fuck you
A
xoxoxox
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a four letter word called love [Oct. 25th, 2004|06:33 am]
Sixxty NinE
not often you will see a serious entry from me but here we go...

LOVE!

People keep saying how sad they feel sad for me thet i've never been in love ( never even remotely to be honest) and in almsot 17...is it that wyrd?...i mean i guess i am alittle hardhearted. btw what im about to say i dont want any fucking sympathy for. growing up around 13-14 you know those hard new school growing up years etc. i had to get through every emotion and stuff my slef as i was gay n had no friends back then and my family wouldnt listern ...so in away thast why im cold as i feel i dare not trust ppl as they will ignore me/go away when they find sumthing better. in a way im glad ppl were jerks as it gave music to me..when iwas down music was my no1...and if itwasnt for being left out by the fuckers around me i woudlnt of found such deep love for music and its my life now and i adore it liek that...then again it sucks that im cold as it makes me harder on ppl and maby make me act like a jerk hell i might even scare off my ture love (if there is one i'll go into my thoughts on that later)


So back to people who are sad for me...i wonder if they actually know what love is..like true honset to fucking god love...see i dont think most of them do..then agin..some might and id be happy for them if they did but then again sad cause then true love would be real n i wouldnt have one. I think if i fell in real love i would know ( i doubt i will) i can just tell id get this feeling...icarnt explain is very wyrd..but in a good way...i want to understand it but then again i like the fact i know shit about what it all means..it means theres more to discover n wonder over...( lmao i sound so gay reet now!) it seems fun as a japanesse go-go girl throwing the peace sign ina neon pop vidio.

ok back to the i doubt i or some otehr will find real love....see personaly i dont thinkevery oen will find it..i think in the end (all though they carnt even beginto admit it to them selves) they arescared they wont ever fall in love so they go into an extream(in soemcases) sence of kidding them selves and think the guy/gal they are with is the perfect god snet one...i hope i die b4 i get that stoopid...

this neatly brings me on to types of love..(you given up reading yet) i think tehre is general love like love for all love for life love for kfc and umbongo = ^.^ = mew!... then tehre is true best friend love...lucky i think ihave one in my friend ansa..we used to be closer but i think alothough we may piss each other off(which is natural for every relationship..ying n yang n that shit..w/e)we are very close n i think we make each other bolder n stronger when we are together..god i hope she never reads this. but i love ehr dearly as good friend..shes they only one thats always had a piece of advise or help for me..i just wish we cud hang and be even more close(like we were for a bit in high school in hard times) but lifes a fucker..she has her typical stright asain family n i live way way out of they way... :(

again dont say your sorry for me it pisses me off...

so yeah friend love normal love fake true love and then theres the rare real fucking true love which i can only guess is amazing but its must be so unique i doubt most peopel could have it...truely..

now (as always) back to me..as myfriend damien just agreed with me...i think im special no not in reatard timmy south park wya or a wonder princess way either..im just diffrent..to anyoen else i know and i mean totally we may liek they same music and stuff but really im nothing like my mates ( me n ansa both stick by each otehr always in times of need n listern n advise even if we aint sure i think thats y we r close even if we r so diffrent at times) and its wyrd...will i ever find someone like me to lvoe (no i aint gettin fucking msuhy in being smart n thinking ns hit..wooo whoop de fookin do!)..i really doubht i at tiems that i could even fidn false true love..as a real one ifear is way beyond me...
and thatscares me as my bigest fear on this earth(asides care bears) is to be trule 100% alone at the end of everything..it puts all the fear of a god i dont belive in into me...anyfucks


lesson over kids go to brake get stoned laid fucked up w/e
A
XOXOXOXO
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(no subject) [Oct. 24th, 2004|03:35 am]
Sixxty NinE
[One feels |amusedamused]
[music/summery |peppermintcreeps - take me home]

i updated my AIM
its now
A Staarr Rocks...cuz i do ^.^

xxx
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(no subject) [Oct. 23rd, 2004|03:26 pm]
Sixxty NinE
[One feels |creativecreative]
[music/summery |vibralux - transvestite boyfriend]

i loff ze peppermint creepsCollapse )
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only cause i have to.. [Oct. 22nd, 2004|09:12 pm]
Sixxty NinE
[One feels |crushedcrushed]
[music/summery |la guns - hollywood vampires]

I guess i should update. hmmm..im saving up for my corset now...a ivory hipster bridal corset with white alce from some englsh woman...i also got fairy lights they are so pretty and neon pink i love fairy lights... oOo found mah eddie electra style wig too ( he stole the style from me ;) )anfucks...it sucks been single but i dont want b/f...i need cute male friend to be my make out buddy... :(
anyfucks...im boring myself now
xoxoxoxo
A
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(no subject) [Oct. 19th, 2004|06:02 pm]
Sixxty NinE
[One feels |boredbored]
[music/summery |dope stars inc.]

today wash bitchin...i did some modlein for other peeps in my photography class (we were doing portraits in the studio so brill cuz studio is what i wanna do) which gave me such an ego boost that they thought i was prettyist and coolest. person there.. >.< ...dont worry i aint a axl rose ist..yet >.
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(no subject) [Oct. 18th, 2004|05:24 am]
Sixxty NinE
[One feels |crankycranky]
[music/summery |body, mind, soul = fuckt]

Im so bored I carn't sleep!!!
its 5.30am luckly no college tmoz but I still have to work...


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Ah needz Ah Boifwendlyness oh maby jus drugs...



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